It's 3:46am and it's been one of them days...I turned 16 weeks today (well technically yesterday) and just when I thought I had taken a step forward...I take 3 back. I've been sick, vomiting :-( Caliph was home so it felt good to have him by my side. He held my hair while I threw up, can we say #love lol! I don't know about you but I hate to be the person holding hair during vomiting lol! But none the less he was there :-) I love that man.
I can't lie, the sickness made me a little discouraged but when I hear the voices of friends tell me their struggle to have what I have ~a growing baby in my belly~ I immediately stop...praise God for my blessing and ask for grace. I stop focusing on what is not what I want it to be and focus on how blessed and rich my life really is. How God favors me, gives me the desires of my heart, and protect me and my family daily. That's just 3 of the numerous things God does for me daily, how could I possibly have any complaints. It's called being human, that's what we do lol but I gotta check myself and bring my cares to the Lord. Sometimes I like to carry my burdens, smh any of you like that? The whole time the Lord is saying "Cast your cares on me". I'm learning some much during this second pregnancy....
On a good note Mikey ran in the house from school (Caliph had to go get him) with a card in his hand for me lol he wrote all over it and it was beautiful. I haven't showed pics of Caliph monthly gifts on the blog but this morning I have to share the great support my husband is. He gets me something when I turn a new month and each trimester (he did it with Mikey too) and here's what he got me for turning 4 months and it made me smile and forget about the sickness and my worries.
I can't lie, the sickness made me a little discouraged but when I hear the voices of friends tell me their struggle to have what I have ~a growing baby in my belly~ I immediately stop...praise God for my blessing and ask for grace. I stop focusing on what is not what I want it to be and focus on how blessed and rich my life really is. How God favors me, gives me the desires of my heart, and protect me and my family daily. That's just 3 of the numerous things God does for me daily, how could I possibly have any complaints. It's called being human, that's what we do lol but I gotta check myself and bring my cares to the Lord. Sometimes I like to carry my burdens, smh any of you like that? The whole time the Lord is saying "Cast your cares on me". I'm learning some much during this second pregnancy....
On a good note Mikey ran in the house from school (Caliph had to go get him) with a card in his hand for me lol he wrote all over it and it was beautiful. I haven't showed pics of Caliph monthly gifts on the blog but this morning I have to share the great support my husband is. He gets me something when I turn a new month and each trimester (he did it with Mikey too) and here's what he got me for turning 4 months and it made me smile and forget about the sickness and my worries.
Today was definitely not my best day physically but thank God for tomorrow :-)
Psalm 55:22 Cast your cares on the LORD and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous be shaken.
Psalm 55:22 Cast your cares on the LORD and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous be shaken.